Dilemma

Am I at a new beginning?
Summer dresses and sandals
Cut glass and linen
Caresses and candles

Is this a summer romance?
Have I found my Adonis?
Sweeping me of my feet to dance

I needed to escape
Away from the despair and grief
To a sea and sand landscape
To search and find relief

You came into my life
Gently lifting my heart
And ending heartache and strife
But the question is am I being smart.